Law of Interaction

Yeah!!! I am running again. I hate to be late. I don’t want to wake up again and face the big stupidity that I’ve done. I enter the elevator without checking whose inside.

“ Good morning Babe!”,a husky voice said.

The sound of him makes me shivers. It’s only him and I. I didn’t mind him. His hands start to circle on my waist.

“ Stop it Ryle!!,I said.

“Don’t you miss it Babe?”

“ How can you be so assuring? For God sake Ryle, you’ve left me with nothing!!! You take everything with me. And now I’m already ok, you act as if nothing happened!!, I said in angry voice. I saw sadness in his eyes.. I’ve seen that before,the day he said goodbye.

“You didn’t know what had happened Babe”, he said in low voice.

“ And you also don’t know how did I go on. When you left you take the air that I am breathing. When you told me that you can’t wait that we have to give up you take my life.”

“I know! That’s why I told you to forget me because there are lots of reasons for that decision Babe”.

“ Shut up!!! You have no right to ask me to forget you that moment. Who the hell are you to dictate what I have to feel?

Ryle moves in front of me. “If you only knew Rain, you will thank me for what I did.”

“I’m ok now Ryle. Let’s just finished the project and pretend that we knew each other!” .

“ Damn Rain!!! Stop asking me to pretend that nothing happened between us. Destiny permits us to be together. I have tried to avoid you for quit sometime. This time its faith’s will, just accept it”

“ Oh! Come on Ryle….You don’t believe in it”. I’m staring to cry. “ I told you before we were destined together so there no need for you t give up but you still left me”

Ryle hugs me. I love the feeling. I love the warm coming from his body. I miss his scent.

“I’m sorry Babe.” If you only knew that I did it for you to become safe Babe… Ryle said in his mind.

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1, 2, 3

I made this poem during the first three months together.Bri made a poem during our 4 months and he titled it fantastic four... We're three years now turning four....
1, 2, 3 ooopps were fighting
With this nonsense simple thing
1 second of discomfort then three minutes of sweet nothing
One minute of crying then three hours of laughing

We’re confuse in a blink
Glad we’re peaceful in a click
There can be one two three thunder in our love
But we have three ways of conquering the dumb

It was not just 1,2,3 doubts and fears
Yet you’ll still hold and hug me right here
A 1,2,3 misunderstanding and shouting
Hope we have lots of 1,2,3 ways of resolving

It was 1,2,3 months with you
I’m indeed happy not just 1,2,3,
It will not going to be 1,2,3, of darkness
Coz there will be an infinite light of eternity

It will be never ending struggle
Caring and loving each other in 1,2,3 of forever
Coz having you in my life
Is the most precious gift I have received

Try Fantastic Four A poem made by bri...

My Passion Is You

What passion will I ever want?
Whereas I only want to think of you
What hobby can help me out?
Of the thoughts of you?


If I try to watch movies
Will I forget you a while?
If I listen to the radio,
Will I not hear your voice?


If I attempt to paint
Will I not think of our dreams?
If I will go swimming
Will I not feel you’re not with me?


What will I do?
If you are my passion?
For my life is you
My thoughts is you

Variety of Feelings

The View of Reality

And after 5 years.... I found out the stupid answers...May be people were destined to feel and experienced those things as a part of growing up....

The Heartrending Answers

My guts were not enough for you to stay

For you are flying so high that causes me to stray

It leads me not to our reverie of blue moon

And I was thrown so hard in the black hole at noon

If you go for it, go all the way that’s what I say

So I follow the path that where you may lay

This leads me to my devastating nightmare

That brought me pain, and sufferings that I bear

I became happy with you the moment I flout

But only a glimpse and suddenly burst out

The idyllic forever of us is only an imagination

And I was awakened by your stupid rejection

All my queries were answered after the separation

For our ending is like a bitter sensation

For when the sunset begins the moon starts to mount

To let the sun knows she was destined to be left out

Pal, you can check out The Questions, a poem I made 5 years ago....

A View of the Past

I wrote this poem 5 years ago when I was absolutely and super in love with someone. He gave me my true fairytale. That for a few months I felt so different, I felt so contented which that time I think that something will be coming....something I an scared of.... So I created this, my doubts, queries of what lies ahead....

The Questions

I believe that no guts no glory

But are my guts enough to fight for your love

Will it lead me to the blue moon?

Or end up to the dark moon?

I believe that if you go for it, go all the way

But is going all the way will lead me to a blissful ending?
will it lead me to our eternal  paradise

Or will only bring me anguish?

I believe that if you follow all the rules, you miss all the fun

I’ve defy those convention just to be with you

Will that fun last forever?

Or is it only for now?

Those are the queries that I can’t retort

And I am frightened that I may be mistaken

Will we end up just like the sunset?

Which will rise after the lonely night?

I hope you'll find time to read poem I made after 4 years may be..... I found The Heartrending Answers.....

The View of Reality

And after 5 years.... I found out the stupid answers...May be people were destined to feel and experienced those things as a part of growing up....

The Heartrending Answers

My guts were not enough for you to stay

For you are flying so high that causes me to stray

It leads me not to our reverie of blue moon

And I was thrown so hard in the black hole at noon

If you go for it, go all the way that’s what I say

So I follow the path that where you may lay

This leads me to my devastating nightmare

That brought me pain, and sufferings that I bear

I became happy with you the moment I flout

But only a glimpse and suddenly burst out

The idyllic forever of us is only an imagination

And I was awakened by your stupid rejection

All my queries were answered after the separation

For our ending is like a bitter sensation

For when the sunset begins the moon starts to mount

To let the sun knows she was destined to be left out

As suggested by Eric... I edited my post... I don't know if this what he mean....   

The Nights

We sat there and lay my head on you
You put your hands around my waist
Stare each other, smile and the laugh
Suddenly the night seems so complete

We stand there; I’m at your back
And circled my hands around you
You look at me, a few seconds we kissed
Then, the night seems so perfect

We stop there, stay for a few minutes,
You throw a coin, and hope you wished
Something for us, then we prayed
Suddenly, the night seems so peaceful

I sat there and look at the sky
Put my arms around me and hug myself
I glance at the place and think for a while
Suddenly there something missing in my night

I stand there and laugh, lay my back at the wall
Look forward pretending that you are there
and in a seconds tears fell down from my eyes
Then my night feels so empty

I stop there, stay for a few minutes
Throw a coin, wishing that I'm not alone
Praying for the time that I won't feel incomplete
That you'll be back to fill my life with love again

Try

I try to fly to reach you
Till my wings get tired of following you
Till my hope fades
May be it’s time for my own façade

I try to erase the stain you brought
To rejuvenate, to be alive again
To stand and fix myself again
From the squall that you brought

I try so hard to forget what happened
To forgive myself from being so weak
To absolve myself of losing my virtue
Because of the torment that you brought

Try… just try to erase the past
Try and try till I gathered myself
Try and try till I bring back my virtues
Until the day come for yourself salvation

My BLOGVELA

HI guys!! I’m launching my BLOGVELA. This is my blog plus novel. IT is my original stories that I will be publishing anytime that I’m free. I hope you will enjoy reading it.

I. Faith's Caprices
II. The Unexpected
III. The Glimpse
IV. Law of Interaction

Seven Shades of Love

3. The White Cradle of Peace
It takes sometime before I write my story about my white cradle of peace craze. It was a feeling that I felt long time ago and constantly lingers my soul when I’m with Bri. I don’t know how to convey it that’s why I can’t write it until today that I’m in the mood to tell you. When you find someone who take care of you, make you feel what the difference of veracity from a fantasy is and helps you to be good again then that will be a time that you feel so secure and comfy. That finally you’re transforming yourself to sage. It is every moment you share with him is just like you are in a “cradle of peace”. It’s just like no one can harm you anymore and that his presence is the spring of your serenity and gratification.
That’s it…. Bri is my cradle of peace.
How about you? Have you experienced the same thing?

Seven Shades Of Love 2. I Hate Blues Clue

I’ve been busy these past few days so I wasn’t able to make a blog. Have you ever been illuminated by someone? It feels good to have someone in our life that will always be on our side no matter how hard your life was. In the mid of our happiness and fulfillment, then you will find out that you hate blues clue. LOL. What I mean here is the fact that no matter how you jive together…still there are lots of differences between you and your soulwarmer. I don’t know if I am the only one who experienced this Hate Blues Clue thing. Let me tell you some stories he hates height, I’m not. I move faster he’s not. I remember that we always fight about crossing the street. But at the end of the day we will just laugh and make joke about this. That’s love. Love has different shades The Hate Blues Clue thing is a part of it that a couple must know how to live with it. So let me share you a poem made by him. Enjoy!!!

"PERPETUITY"

I've been searching so long for someone like you
now that I have found you
I will hold your arms tight and never let go

hope all your "DOUBTS" and fears fade away
I promise I will stay
because in my life you are my sway
and will never abandoned you along the way

my bri you are the source of my happiness
despite of our argues and fights
you always bring me light
that illuminates my life

Seven Shades of Love: 1. Illuminated Heart

I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting in that dark corner feeling so tired. I know I’m stuck. I don’t know how to go home and most of all I can’t think if I still have one. I was terrified, busted into pieces and directionless but I still have a diminutive strength of moving so I to convince my muscle to stand up. I stuck in darkness trying to find myself out when a few flicker of light reach my cold body. It started to grow bigger which bring warm to my frizzy heart. Someone’s holding it. Someone’s illuminating my heart and looking for a home and found my heart as his refuge. Nope! It is me who found his heart as my sanctuary.

Seven Shades of Love

The most prominent topic that people like to talk is “love”. Even if the story is poignant or blissful we still manage to listen to someone’s story for the reason that it sound exciting and erudite. Since I am very interesting about the topic let me share the up and down part of a relationship and the dark and bright side of it thru poems and essays that I made during my 3 years relationship with my Soulwarmer. Come and discover our Seven Shades of Loves.
1. Illuminated Heart
2. I Hate Blues Clue
3. The White Cradle of Peace
4. The Glimpse of the Bluish Cloud
5. Red Stop Light

6. Flown by the Purple Waves
7. Taken Home because of the Yellow Sunrise