Seven Shades of Love

4. The Glimpse of the Bluish Cloud
Dreaming is one of the things that keep someone moving. It gives us the strength to do things for the sake of our dream. So for the no. 4 Shades of Love which I entitled The Glimpse of the Bluish Cloud, I would like to share with you our dream. Bri and I dream of having a baby someday (after we got married.. I don’t know when) I want to have a baby boy instead of a girl, you know why? Girls always weep. I don’t want her to experience some of the dreadful memories that I got from my times of yore. Bri wants to name him as Cloud. We always envision Cloud as a baby in our own arms, taking care of him and showing him what the world is. It’s a simple dream that keep us alive. Even though I don’t know when will God give him to us… But as of now I’m happy to see the glimpse of the bluish cloud.




How about you? Share your glimpse of the bluish cloud….

How to Enjoy Your Life

I have a friend who always whine to me that she feel so fed up and lonely. All people feel this way sometimes. But we really have to enjoy our life no matter how busted we are or how heavy our burden is. So I list down some of the things on how to enjoy our life.
1. Don’t follow the rule sometimes. I remember that my roommates and I hate wearing our nameplate. So we don’t wear it and at the end of the day we talk and feel happy about it.
2. Listen to the music but avoid listening to love song if you are broken hearted. Sing loud.
3. Eat some of your favorite food but never over eat or else you’ll find yourself stout.
4. Buy the funniest donkey in China. That toy makes us happy every night during our stay in Macau. ( So sad that my grand nephew destroy it in a click )

5. Explore the world. I think that’s the best thing to do to enjoy your life.
6. Try something new in your life. If you don’t know how to ride a bicycle try to learn it. I don’t know how to ride until one day when I am already 21 yrs. Old I practice and ooh! The feeling is so blissful that I finally know how to do it after so many years.
7. Fall in love. Yeah!!! The best remedy for boredom is to fall in love. When you are in love it just like you are walking in the clouds. But be careful on walking, sometimes you may find yourself falling down.
8. Share some jokes with your friends and family. But don’t tell them an worn-out joke or else they will find you corny…
9. Watch movies.
10. Enjoy and appreciates little things.


How about you? Come and share how you enjoy your life. I will be glad to  read your comments...Thanks

circle of thoughts: Signs

circle of thoughts: Signs: "Did you watch the movies like SERENDIPITY and FOOLS RUSH IN? The two movies are all about signs. Some people believe in it. They asked God ..."

TOP 10 BOOKS THAT I LOV

10. Can you keep a Secret? By Sophie Kinsella. (I end up myself laughing and forget that I am working)

9. Stars by Daniel Steel (I cried in the part that her father died and she felt she got nothing. But most of all I wish her love story will be like mine that time)

8. Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho (Don’t know how to explain but the book will teach you about many things.)

7. Secrets of the Millionaire Mind by T. Harv Eker. (I like when he said that “a master is once a disaster”)

6. I'd Tell You I Love You, But Then I'd Have to Kill You (Gallagher Girls) by Ally Carter (This book is for teens but I really like it. It’s all about spy thing.)

5. Tuesday Morrie by Mitch Albom (The book taught me about letting go, life, love and everything.)

4. Summer House by Jude deveraux ( I love this book because I also want to go back in the time that I did wrong decisions.)

3. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho (Like like the book because it’s all about reaching for our dreams.)

2. A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern (This book is all about reality of life. Love this.)

1.Twilight Saga by Stephanie Meyer (There something in this books that you feel that you want to finish it to know what will happen and when you finally finished the four books you will wish that you didn’t finished it at all)

Signs

Have you watched the movies like SERENDIPITY and FOOLS RUSH IN? The two movies are all about signs.
Some people believe in it. They asked God for signs in every decision that they have to make. I also believe in it. There are times in my life that I depend on the signs that He will give me. But sometimes the signs are blurred or maybe it is because God wants us to decide for our own self. Sometimes He let us choose of the things that we have to do because God always gives options.
I remember that I asked God to send me someone who will color up my dull life during my first two months on my first job after college. It was a very sincere prayer in a church. God sent two persons. I didn’t know which one to choose. Will it be the first one who came or the last one? I chose the latter. Good choice…. But only for a while….. It is because good things never last….
Then my life becomes so cruel. The virus of pain is starting to kill me. The malignant failure has come to take my life to the point that I’m losing even the thread of hope and faith that I have. I asked for a sign if there will be a chance for me and him. I told Him that if one of my students will give me flower then the answer will be yes. The moment I prayed I didn’t think of specific flower but in my mind it looks like red roses. Before the end of the day my very thin student gave me red roses but come think of it…. It’s not fresh but a plastic one. The sign seems so blurred to me because I forgot to tell God what kind of flowers I want to see.
A spark of light is starting to scatter one time. I tried to go near it to feel it again to feel the heat that it can bring me and to revive me from dying. I thought that if I wouldn’t touch it for the last time I will die regretting that I didn’t try. The moment of embracing the burning spark a few cells of me turns to life. I didn’t see any hope of having that light forever but a chance to have life again even for a seconds. Until I find myself burning from the pain that it brought me. I was terrified. The air that I breathe is starting to vanish…. And for one more time…. I asked God to send me someone to revive me from dying. He did. He sent an angel. Angel that helps me cures my broken wings……

Goodbyes.....

Some will think that it is the hardest word to say. I believed it is. On the contrary goodbye is the door for a new world, for a new learning, for a new friend and most of all for the new opportunity. Let me tell you some stories of goodbyes.
• “Sad Goodbye” It is when you became friend with your colleagues. You go out with them, share their stories, jokes with them and sometimes cry with them. Day by day you didn’t realize that as day passes by you become a part of them. Sometimes you will not notice that they are already part of you. Then you wake up one day that for some reason you have to quit and bid goodbye to them. Some sort of sad goodbyes that will make you cry…. Know why? Because you know that in many aspects you became happy because of them. That the moment that you spend with them you we’re happy and you forget your sorrow for a while. It’s all about missing them…. It’s not because their present is not worthy of staying but because there are some part of you that want to explore, you want to find yourself and most of all to look for the things that will complete the missing piece of the career that you wanted.
• “Sadder Goodbye” This is sadder than the first one. It is when you became part of one place. Feel comfortable with it. You love your friends there and think that you will enjoy your life staying with them… But then the storms come that all of you need to say goodbye. It is saying goodbye because you have no choice. Because no matter you want to stay still…. You can’t…..
• “Saddest Goodbye” I would say that this is really hard to do. It’s hard to say goodbye to the person you love most and most of all to the memories that both of you shared. It’s hard to let go and say goodbye to a relationship that you really think make your life complete. That makes your life so happy. How many people urge their selves just to still hold on for a person they think worth fighting for? Then in some point of their life they have to say goodbye… You know why? Because goodbye is the only key for them to be save from drowning into the river of nowhere. It is sadder than sad…yet it is the goodbye that might lead you to the new you that might open for a new opportunity to fall in love again.
Sometimes we really have to say goodbye, it may be to a place, to a friend, to the memories and to a person you loved….. but that’s what life is…… Full of goodbyes…… but full of hellos….

Lifetime Secret

Everybody has their own lifetime secret. Yeah it could be something that you don’t want other people to know because you done it just to fulfill your self satisfaction, to do things that you think you’re not capable or to risk everything just to fill the same thing that you felt before. It’s an irony to life that you wish to do things that you know can hurt you in the end or that will take away everything that you have fixed before. It’s so hard to risk everything just to try something new in your life or just to satisfy you again. How come that there are people who will come to your life, take away what you have and then after a decade he will ask you again for one time to have you lifetime secret with him….. It is a mixed emotions and feelings…. Come with him for one hour and lose yourself again…. Hate to think that you became that kind of person in someone’s life. Someone who is just for fun or someone who will just fulfill some of his needs….. Hate it so much!!!!! I hate that a person you have loved so much before, that you have wished to died when he left will only talk to you because of a lifetime secret……..

circle of thoughts: The Road of Growing Up

circle of thoughts: The Road of Growing Up

The Road of Growing Up

Life is like a journey. We walk, talk, eat, sleep and wake up. Then we will realize how we have been from our past journey. There are only few things that you will remember from our past trips. It may be the heartache we went through or the walks on cloud thaw we’ve done. So here are some of the lessons that you may learn as you go on….
1. There is always right time for everything. The right time to fall in love, to have your greatest dreams and the right time to move on.
2. No matter how hard you tried to have someone you wished to have, if it was not for you…. You will just waste your time crying over spilled milk.
3. You will meet three kinds of men. First, the one that will make your fairytale come true. Second the one that will took everything that you have. And lastly, the one who will put you back you to reality and fix you and make you whole out of your incompleteness.
4. Write everything that you want in a piece of paper after sometimes look at it ¾ of it will come true…. Not totally all that you have wish for but a part of it will come true.
5. There will always be an angel sent by God in the time that we really need one. It can be in a man riding in a bicycle who will let you ride even in the middle of flood because you will be late for your work, or from a friend who will guide you in your decision.
6. Life has no U turn. It’s all about moving forward despite the hindrances that you will be facing through.
7. Quit your job for sometimes…. Then find one where you will stay until you retired….
8. Never ever trust someone who will tell you that he will teach you to swim because when the waves come…. He might save his life first and live you there.
9. Rise whenever you failed.
10. Cry a river when you were hurt after sometimes you will realized your immune to it.