A View of the Past

I wrote this poem 5 years ago when I was absolutely and super in love with someone. He gave me my true fairytale. That for a few months I felt so different, I felt so contented which that time I think that something will be coming....something I an scared of.... So I created this, my doubts, queries of what lies ahead....

The Questions

I believe that no guts no glory

But are my guts enough to fight for your love

Will it lead me to the blue moon?

Or end up to the dark moon?

I believe that if you go for it, go all the way

But is going all the way will lead me to a blissful ending?
will it lead me to our eternal  paradise

Or will only bring me anguish?

I believe that if you follow all the rules, you miss all the fun

I’ve defy those convention just to be with you

Will that fun last forever?

Or is it only for now?

Those are the queries that I can’t retort

And I am frightened that I may be mistaken

Will we end up just like the sunset?

Which will rise after the lonely night?

I hope you'll find time to read poem I made after 4 years may be..... I found The Heartrending Answers.....

The View of Reality

And after 5 years.... I found out the stupid answers...May be people were destined to feel and experienced those things as a part of growing up....

The Heartrending Answers

My guts were not enough for you to stay

For you are flying so high that causes me to stray

It leads me not to our reverie of blue moon

And I was thrown so hard in the black hole at noon

If you go for it, go all the way that’s what I say

So I follow the path that where you may lay

This leads me to my devastating nightmare

That brought me pain, and sufferings that I bear

I became happy with you the moment I flout

But only a glimpse and suddenly burst out

The idyllic forever of us is only an imagination

And I was awakened by your stupid rejection

All my queries were answered after the separation

For our ending is like a bitter sensation

For when the sunset begins the moon starts to mount

To let the sun knows she was destined to be left out

As suggested by Eric... I edited my post... I don't know if this what he mean....